I enjoy being busy, I don’t really know what to do with myself when I am not busy. I love my family. I enjoy spending time with most of them. But when I feel like I have to put my coat of armor on to go somewhere? Not so much. It has been a challenging week. I thought having a lazy morning with coffee in bed was a good way to start the day. Bad idea. My run this morning was a little disappointing. Good? Yes. But I should have skipped coffee in bed and headed out earlier. I didn’t have time to go as far as I wanted too. And damn it, I needed an extra boost of bad-ass to help me get through today feel better. Feel stronger. Feel less fragile. Or maybe the bad-ass is waiting for just the right moment to come around? One can only hope. For now, all I can do is hurry and get showered, throw on my coat of armor, take a ridiculous amount of deep breaths, and be grateful my tongue is already calloused from biting it so much already. Did I mention I can’t wait to get back home? I already know what PJ’s I am putting on when I do. Cozy, comforting ones. And I haven’t even left yet. But the sooner I put my armor on, the sooner I get to take it off. The sooner I am snuggled up in my cozy, comforting PJ’s with a glass of wine. Until then, cheers to taking the high road!
Until next time, always be true to yourself and think like a boss!